A lot of people would expect me to be that “party hard” teenager, like sure i’ve had my share of fun at a young age. Maybe its my personaility, really outgoing, loud, not shy at all, etc. I don’t know. Just because i stay up late, and flirt doesn’t mean i’m trying to have drunk conversations. Lol. I like to have fun while being sober. I’ve had that repuation of always partying, why? i dont know that either. I mean, i’ve went to a few parties, but never really did anything. I get really hyper and act high, or drunk? I don’t know maybe people just like to start shit. I have the type of parents that if i wanted to party, i could. Sometimes, when the feeling is right, sure maybe a few hits, and a couple drinks to get a buzz. Very rarely though. Or maybe i just get that feeling of, #YOLO. i really hate that saying. Anyways, honestly, i have straight A’s, i play sports, i spend time with my friends and family, i have an almost boyfriend in the picture. Too many people care about me to start getting into hat shit, it can ruin someones life. I hate people who act shocked when i tell them i’ve been sober for quite awhile, like really? Stop being so fucking judgemental. You have no idea what i’m like. When i started my new school, first roumer i heard was that i party all the time. LOL. Just because i may dress like that “party life” or talk like it. Doesn’t mean i inneract like it. My bother was hooked on coke. My mom was a stripper because she couldn’t afford providing for her family because she was drinking so much. My sister, parties a lot. But still supports her kids. I really don’t want to be anything like them, i want to join the navy when i graduate, serve some time, then come back and teach English at a high school level, or become a social worker.
Partying will never be a big thing for me, maybe going out with the girls, and being a DD. But other than that, in the next 4 years of my life i plan to focus of school and sports. I know too many people who have died in car accident because they were under the influence, and i’m not letting that happen to me.
